My heart.

I am an emotionally intense person. Most people have a hard time dealing with this and I have been hurt and rejected for showing these intense emotions time and time again. I always wonder if I am the fool or if people are simply afraid of love,passion and real emotion.I don't know. All I know is I am loyal and loving and the best friend and lover you could ever have and if you would only give me a chance you would see. Hurt me. Reject me. It will be your loss not mine. I will not change who I am for anyone. One thing that I do notice changing is the wall that is coming up all around me that I used to fear,but now I see it is there to protect me.

Could this be destiny?

Have you ever felt like maybe you were destined to meet someone? I mean...we come in contact with so many people on a daily basis and we brush it off with not a second thought,but sometimes strange chance meetings occur and we are drawn to someone. Do you  brush it off as just some random stranger that you have some connection with or you do you ask questions and get involved with this person and their life? How far will it go? Will you be friends or perhaps even lovers? And what if you met this person and had never seen their face or made actual physical contact with this person? Could a feeling for them be just as strong as it would be for someone you could hold? Would you leave all you have and know to move halfway round the world to be with this person on the chance that face to face it could be a dream or a nightmare? Would you risk that? I cannot fully understand nor explain to you this phenomena, as it is happening to me now. I can tell you that if you find someone who makes you feel the way that I feel right now then you hold onto it,you cherish it and no matter what,if it's good you go for it. It will bring you pleasure.It will bring you pain and the distance and time will be torture,but sometimes some things are worth the wait and this chance you've taken.